Sunday, August 4, 2013

Sunday Morning Ponderables

Reverse Living

Life is tough.
It takes up a lot of your time, all your weekends,
and what do you get at the end of it?
Death, a great reward.
I think the life cycle is all backwards.
You should die first, get it out of the way.
Then you should live twenty years in an old-age home.
You get kicked out when you're too young,
you get a gold watch, you go to work.
You work for forty years until you're
young enough to enjoy your retirement.
You go to college, you party until you're ready for high school,
you become a little kid, you play, you have no responsibilities,
you become a little boy or girl, you go back into the womb,
you spend your last nine months floating.
And you finish off as a gleam in someone's eye.

- Norman Glass


My grandfather and his wife, on the Oregon farm, July 2011.





My Elinor Rose, on the Oregon farm, July 2011.

Friday, August 2, 2013

Destination: Calaveras Big Trees State Park

Took the kids camping for the first time in two years. There was some whining about sticky sap on fingertips and tired legs on hikes, but overall we had a wonderful time. Can't wait to do it all again next summer!

Some pics from our trip:



Song credit: In the Summertime by Mungo Jerry

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Borrowed Poetry

Let Nothing Stand 


between the elm and the boy
under its branches, between
cars grumbling at a light,
their drivers mute behind glass,
hands at two o'clock and ten,
let nothing stand between the wand
of the conductor and the breath
of the flutist, between the wind
and sweating brow of the house
painter halfway up a ladder
against a gutter of last year's leaves,
let nothing stand between holiness
and laziness, between head and groin
from which we spilled into a world
of tables and tight corners and hard
choices, let nothing stand between
the river and cliff and blue
jay that sews them together whose
eggs fill the crotch of the swaying tree
above these lines, as day rolls up 
and stars spread out, let nothing stand
between us that doesn't dissolve
with a closing of eyes and opening
of arms, and after arms are gone,
let nothing at all stand that
was once between everything,
whatever it was, the fence of years,
the fence of dollars, miles, fears
of ending the dance, between
the heart that grieves and the one
that surges here behind the elm
within your hands, be still
and follow, dear


Fitting In


soon I will fit
You used to fit in the sink,
under the desk, and in the fireplace --
where no one saw. Your broad face
fit in every frame on the wall. Blink!
in the palm of your hand
Now you fit nowhere at all,
not in shoes, tutus, boardrooms,
or brunches for ten. The rooms
of the world are small, you think.
turning me over and over
How true, how true. Outgrow a drink
like Alice did, a maze of arms and legs
sticking out windows, head in space.
This is what happens on big birthdays.
light as I am



(From The Afterlives of Trees, poems by Wyatt Townley)

Sunday, April 28, 2013

Sunday Morning Ponderables

If You Knew
by Ellen Bass

What if you knew you'd be the last
to touch someone?
If you were taking tickets, for example,
at the theater, tearing them,
giving back the ragged stubs,
you might take care to touch that palm,
brush your fingertips
along the life line's crease.

When a man pulls his wheeled suitcase
too slowly through the airport, when
the car in front of me doesn't signal,
when the clerk at the pharmacy
won't say Thank you, I don't remember
they're going to die.

A friend told me she'd been with her aunt.
They'd just had lunch and the waiter,
a young gay man with plum black eyes,
joked as he served the coffee, kissed
her aunt's powdered cheek when they left.
Then they walked half a block and her aunt
dropped dead on the sidewalk.

How close does the dragon's spume
have to come? How wide does the crack
in heaven have to split?
What would people look like
if we could see them as they are,
soaked in honey, stung and swollen,
reckless, pinned against time?


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And some words of wisdom from the incomparable Patti Smith: